Things That Give Me Anxiety.
- being late
- things i said five minutes ago
- things i said five years ago
- people touching me
- being around a ton of people
- being yelled at
- wondering if people are talking about me
- every action i do
- and just about everything else
"Don’t you dare
For someone else’s comfort -
Do not become small
For people who refuse to grow."
"Love yourself —
when it’s fucking 2 a.m and you’re not even halfway through with your essay that was due last week.
when your mom is yelling at you because your grades are shit
when your dad comes home late smelling like booze
when your dog just died and youre the only one who took care of him
when your brothers girlfriend is cheating on him and if you tell him he’ll hate you
when you lost your best friend to someone you hate
when you think— no you wish that today was your last day,
just fucking love yourself because when every body is too busy trying to fuck up your life you’re the only person that can save you,
your life isnt some fucking john green novel, no one can save you but yourself."
"I want you.
On top of me.
But no, I don’t want sweat dripping down our bodies, forming pools in my navel.
I don’t want the sunrise to rush into your cheeks.
I want to feel the goosebumps on your skin.
I want to feel the beautiful stubble pushing through your skin.
I want all of you.
I want to feel your weight on top of me.
I want you to feel my heart beat beneath you.
I want to watch your eyes flutter shut, so when you’re not looking, I can try to count your freckles. You’ll flash your eyes open, and I’ll get lost in the flecks of gold in the blue, like the sand gets lost in the sea. But somehow, they fall together so perfectly. I’ll lose track and start all over again once your eyes flutter closed once more.
You are everything.
You are my orbital that keeps my life on track and keeps me from straying too far.
There is some beauty in obsessive compulsive disorder, especially when my tic is you."
— Poetry-for-the-cobalt - “Though things may not ever be good, she makes them seem not so bad.” (via poetry-for-the-cobalt)
"Discover why you’re important, then refuse to settle for anyone who doesn’t completely agree."